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Name: Elizabeth
Country: United States
State: Connecticut
Metro: Hartford
Gender: Female


Interests: singing! PINK!! Friends, chillen, Eating!! Shopping, Fone callz. yeah all da good stuff!
Expertise: la di da singing!
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 1/29/2004

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Risk Analysis

Risk Analysis; I shoulda known it outweighs the benefits. But the human mind skews everything in your favor, allowing the "benefit of the doubt." My irrational mind told me I wouldn't lose in this investment, but the numbers were clear.  I should've stuck to my intuition and saved it all for myself.



Monday, September 07, 2009

To Save

To save me from hurt, to save you from sorrow,
 I'll shut down my heart - I'll wait til tomorrow.
To save all the fighting, to stop all the tears,
I'll turn off my feelings, I'll turn on my fears.
To stop this from going, to end it right now,
I'll deny and deny, I'll lie to myself.
To rid me of sadness, to cure me of pain,
I'll forget what we had, I'll dismiss all the change.
To build up a wall, to cut myself out,
I'll revert back to the girl that denied with no doubt.
To no longer miss, to no longer care,
To save myself, I'll save myself, I save myself.


Monday, July 20, 2009

<3

I swallow my pride.
Sometimes, it's about the bigger picture.
I swallow it all,
in the end, it'll be worth it.
I can make it farther than you think,
strategize.
Why?
So many sacrifices one must make.
I've learned in life,
pride is not worth it,
there's a bigger picture.
Losing one piece,
you can still see it,
the masterpiece.
Wait, wait, wait...
patience, is key.
What is fair anymore?
There are two sides to every story.
You lose, you lose, you lose,
but eventually, you'll win.
Triumphant, prideful all over again.
Why?
For the one you care for?
Anything.
Your possessions, your pride, your heart, your life.
Everything.
Not lost, never lost.
There may not be reasons,
nothing explains everything,
and not everything can be explained.
Reasonable? Yes.
Why?
Love.


Monday, July 06, 2009

You tell me to say goodbye,
I tell you to say hello,
You're waiting to leave my side
I try but I can't let go...


Sunday, June 21, 2009

Just because no one will notice

When we met, I was introduced to two people.  The first person, well I forgot her name as soon as it was spoken, but you, your name was filtered.  A second later, I asked my friend, "wait what was her name again?"  The group quickly moved from Dunkin Donuts to our friend's home where we switched cars and I got to have a conversation with you for the first time!  On our drive to the bonfire sight, the first thing I remember was you talking about being called Girly Girl.

All I heard was "I didn't call you Girly Girl, I called someone else Girly Girl." I don't think you believed it.  However, we had the conversation in the car.  She was saying that she called the other girl, Girly Girl, because she couldn't think of her name.  Then I heard Peter Pan. =]  The name will stick with you for the duration of our friendship.  In the car, we also had a conversation about black, plain and white munchkins.

Once we got to the place, I have random snippets of memories.

The first thing you did was give me a glow stick! =] Yay! I tried to use it to light my way, but it didn't work very well.  At least it gave me a little more confidence as I held my best friends hand and walked through the dark woods. 

Was it you to first burn the glow stick to watch its contents drip onto the wood and sand?

The story of you holding the flashlight, only to show off a white man undressing. >.< 

Your amazing drink - that I sniffed to check if it was really strong and you told me reassuringly, Don't worry, it's not straight up.  It was quite delicious.  The bottle of hypnotic that was passed around that initiated my slight intoxicaton.  The test tubes full of, whatever it was it was good!

Sorry for pushing you into the water, I just wanted you to know that it was safe to dive in, though a bit chilly. You gave up your pants for someone else but asked for them back because you didn't want to walk into your home with just boxers on! hehe =D At the end of the night, or start of the morning, you shook Sprite cans and placed it into the fire =[ I feared for people that were too drunk to realize that the cans would burst. haha I am sure you enjoyed it.  It was pretty cool though hahaha

Saying bye in front of Thanh's house as his father opened the window. I didn't think anyone caught me saying "Mother------ I was changing!" but if it makes you laugh. I am just thankful I didnt start undressing yet!

I just realized how much there is to say about the three days I've been with you.

Day number two.

After getting home at 6 am or so, I'm sure you knocked out. haha After you passed your bartending exam of course!! You even got to class late, sorry!! Hope it was worth it!

Anywho, you definitely won best dressed for Cheesecake Factory! =]  It was a pleasure to take photos with you at the end of the night.  You said something along the lines of "i don't usually get to dress up so I might as well take pictures"

We asked you to hang out during the day on Friday, but you said you needed to run errands beforehand so that you'd be free to karaoke, otherwise you'd be singing in your car!

It was great. Karaoke. You danced with four girls and said "There's too many of you!" haha I guess we scared you a bit.  Then another "koolaid" drink that wasn't "Straight up." We ended the night with Chau Chow, you rode in our car! =]  Said our bye byes. =[ I hope to see you again!!!!

Oh and I forgot to mention my favorite thing about you.  Your smile. It brings joy to everyone when you smile!



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